FAIL

Ya, me fail again.
Cry again.
I'm really tire.

I need a job.
I need a job to get him out from my head.
Anyone help?
Nowadays i keep on applying various job.
Shooter girl, Alcohol ambassador, usherette, promote alcohol drink.
I apply different kind of alcohol jobs.
There's one who even call me back.
But that's for long term.
Damn.
If i'm not studying, i sure agree to work with you.
Best offer.

working hours:11pm-3am
salary:RM250 haven't include commission
job scope:socialize with people, drinking, pour drinks for customer.

That's an easy job man.
Damn-.-
really miss that opportunity

New story^^

New chapter.
New story.
Karena Tung, you should not be here right now-.-
You should not spoil your plan-.-
Stick with your plan-.-
Damn-.-
You are such a failure.
You are bad at everything.
Damn it-.-

Anyway, today went for shopping^^
Wakakaka.
Have fun eating, although not quite in a mood for eating nowadays.
I'm sick.
I'm a failure person with alot of damn sickness.
Damn.
Karena Tung you shouldn't be in this world-.-

Bought Krispy Kreme^^After so long..

This is my choices of doughnuts^^

Went for dessert Pulut Hitam with durian paste. One word can describe it. Weird-.-

This is my set. Yum Yum.

Pulut Hitam with 2 tong yuen ^^

1 sconer, 1 tuna toast, and 1 chicken toast^^ Yummy^^

Happy birthday brother^^

Brother turn 21st today^^
Happy birthday^^
Went to Rendevous for dinner(don't know how to spell the name)


Oyster(appertizer)

My drink (TOP GUN)
My main course(Rissoto Chesse Chicken)

Brother dish (Rib eye Steak)

Mom dish( Sizzling seafood )

Brother birthday cake(from Baskin Robbin)

你是所有

Maybe only God knows everything,
What do i really want at this moment,

You won't even believe it,
You are always in my heart,
Should i cry just to tell you everything?

You are my everything,
Is impossible to forget you,
Nothing that i wish for only YOU alone...

别傻了

我真的很希望,
我可以在一次,
亲口的,
跟你讲一声,

我爱你。。。

Woke up late today.
Once wake up the first i do is check my phone.
Hope that you will message me.
But my hope doesn't came true.
Went down for branch.
Having difficulty of eating nowadays.
I'm having problem-.-

After that read the newspaper.
Then mom call me to hang the clothes.
Once i stand up, my head suddenly spinning.
I can't see where i'm going.
It force me to lay back down.
Mom say i look pale nowadays.
I look like shit-.-

Damnit.
So damn bored.
Keep on looking at my phone.
Feel like messaging you.
Feel like telling you I MISS YOU.
Damn, Karena Tung stop it.
You should not like that.
You should stop hoping.
Once you let something slip, don't wish it will ever come back.
Damn.
Be realistic Karena.
This is a mean world.
Karena, learn to survive in it.
Although is hard.

I help mom cook vegetable for dinner today.
This is my artwork^^
Nice??
Dare to say not nice.
I punch you later XD


My artwork^^ Kai Lan with prawns and sotong

结束了...

当我觉得我自己很幸福的时后，
突然有人来告诉我＂你在做梦＂是时后要起身了。


我不要！
我不要起身！
我真的很不想起身！
在梦里真的很开心，可是在现实生活中我很辛苦。

请不要让我起身可以吗？
因为当我起来我就会想道全部都已经结束了。
我又是回到去自己一个人了，我会很伤心。
我什么都没有了，只有我的泪水陪直我。

我真的很累很累了。
真的很想睡觉。
最好就是一睡就不会在起来了。
那么我就不会去想酱多了。

请让我睡吧。。。。。。

..

Its been so damn long since i updated my blog.
Been really busy nowadays.
When i feel like updating my blog, my house connection down.
When my house connection is fix, my final is around the corner.
Damn no fate-.-

Finally final exam has done.
Holiday for 2 weeks.
Start at the beginning of the 2nd semester.
End at the ending of 2nd semester.

Tire

Slept at 3.30am yesterday.
Woke up at 7.00 am.
Still early, then doze off again.
I keep on waking up every single hour-.-Damn.
What happen-.-
At 11.00am.
Finally surrended.
Woke up.
Wash face everything went down for breakfast.

Then again, hang clothes, wash plates all.
Every Sunday same old routine.
Boring.

Keep on rushing the Business Comm assignment.
Due date is on Thursday.
OMG.
Now only we started to do.
Test coming.
My baby have 2 test on same day.
But have to rush for the assignment.
AWWW...
So heartache seeing him so stress.
I can't do anything to help.
Sad.


But anyway wish us luck ba^^

Hahaha

Wow, it's been so long since i updated my blog.
Too many things happen nowadays.
Happy.
Sad.
Stress.
Angry.
Bored.
Too many of emotions make me don't feel like blogging.
XD
Ok, lets start with yesterday.

FRIDAY-9/10/2009

Today is our English sketch play.
After all our hard works.
Today is the climax^^
Our group did well actually.
Although starting we broke glasses.
Miss out some dialogues.
Run wrong position.
Problems with the speaker.
But we did manage to make the audience to laugh throughout the whole sketch.
Well not bad huh.
Hahaha.
After class, our group members, Siew Hoong, Mei Sing, Woon, Xin Chieh and me, and we also include Shu Yin together, went to Pyramid Wong Kok for lunch.
Shu Yin left us when we were ordering,
She went to her sister.
Haha.
All watching the sketch in my phone.
All laughing like crazy.
Fun times^^

SATURDAY-10/10/2009

Yeah, today is me and baby 3rd month anniversary.
So eager to wish him and celebrate with my baby.
Hmm, but in the end, end up saying nothing much.
Sad.
Maybe i'm the one who only cares about it.
Hmm, don't know what else i can write.
Really can feel the difference.
I'm scare.
Scare of what?I'm not sure.
Alot of mix emotions in me.
I'm just scare.
Just feel like waking up in the next morning, and everthing will return back to last time.
Happy+sweet.
I really do hope for it.