话题

面对面坐着的是不是你
爱情还在不在进行
想问你是不是想要放弃
却害怕你也在问自己
分手是我们唯一的话题
却没有人愿意提起
如果一开口变成了结局
我的心就会离开身体活在过去
爱不爱结果都叫人伤心
我不知道该怎么做决定
分手应该是要先哭泣,还是先忘记
你是否也有相同的难题
你的勇气里有我的命运
我不知道你会不会决定
我想我现在还不够清醒
该爱着你,该离开你
还是继续--逃避

面对面坐着的是不是你
爱情还在不在进行
想问你是不是想要放弃
却害怕你也在问自己
分手是我们唯一的话题
却没有人愿意提起
如果一开口变成了结局
我的心就会离开身体活在过去
爱不爱结果都叫人伤心
我不知道该怎么做决定
分手应该是要先哭泣,还是先忘记
你是否也有相同的难题
你的勇气里有我的命运
我不知道你会不会决定
我想我现在还不够清醒
该爱着你,该离开你
还是继续--逃避

爱不爱结果都叫人伤心
我不知道该怎么做决定
分手应该是要先哭泣,还是先忘记
你是否也有相同的难题
你的勇气里有我的命运
我不知道你会不会决定
我想我现在还不够清醒
该爱着你,该离开你
还是继续--逃避

Unlucky day?Sad day?

Went to college.
Raining.
Early in the morning i already get myself wet-.-
Damn-.-
Unlucky-.-

But then i talk with my cuteeeeeeee guyyy...
GoshXD
Hahahaha...
He IS so damn freaking cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........

For english class we are suppose to be continue watching that Blood Diamond.
But out class don't have the projector thingy.
Therefore,end up finish class early and that's when the nightmare began-.-

Have some conflicts between me and Xin Chieh.
Never talk.
Angry+Tears+Heartbroken+Sad.
All kinds of emotions came to my mind.
Feeling so difficult.
Just feel like screaming.
But i can't,cause i'm in college.
Damn.
Hit the wall few times.
But still cant let out all the anger in my heart.
Call him.
Discuss for while.
Not ok too.
But went for class.

After class,we got 2 hours break.
Then he left me alone.
Ask Wai Kean where is him,cause have to pass the survey form to him.
Told him i'm going to meet Ms.Ruma to drop course.
Haha.
He really did believe meXD
Actually i went there to look for Miew MunXD
Sorry^^
Haiz,if really can.
I will drop the cause from the beginning of sem 2.
Then i won't be having so much of pain.
I wont be suffering much.

Went into library the lower base to look for some books to read.
Feel like crying.
Suddenly saw Andrew.
Went up saw Mei Sing.
Then went with Andrew to sell our coupons.
Then sold 2 of coupons to Ms.Ruma.
Gosh.
She's so damn freakinggggggggg cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeXD
Joking around with Andrew although my heart don't feel like laughing.

Went for Econs replacement class at 2.30pm.
Gosh,my eyes are so damn tire from all the crying-.-
Damn.
Crying makes all my mascara gone.
I look like those emo punks-.-
Feel like sleeping throughout the class.

At night,Darren message me told me he will pass me something.
Gosh,he purposely came and pass a DORAEMON mooncake to me^^
He say i look like doraemon-.-
Awwwwwwwwwwww.........
The Doraemon are so damn cuteeeeeeeeee.......
AWWWWWWWWWWW...
Thank youuXD

Damn

Went to college late.
Miew Mun call me to throw away my both phone..
Aww..so sad..She sounds like my mom..
Hahahaha...

Econ class,boring.
But funny.
Damn..
Kevin-.-
Really let him zadao..
Damn Damn dAMN!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday

Anderson has already recover from his food poisoning.
Went to college early.
He asked me why today so less car?
And i told him cause is shool holiday.
And he ask me,why dint i told him-.-
How am i suppose to know that you don't know le-.-

Reach college,follow Anderson to meet his friends to sell my charity coupons^^
First target of course is Anderson.
While we were in the car waiting for Paul,i keep on calling Anderson to buy.
Then he say sorry i don't eat jelly or muffin-.-
Then Paul came,ask him to buy from me.
Talk alot of craps then finally he bought 1 coupon^^
Then my third target,don't know what's his name,but kinda cute.
Small small size.Haha
Then talk little thing then he just bought it.
OMG!!So good of youXD
Then Jasper came in,he is 1 of Li Wen's friend.
Then he told me he already bought 3 coupons from Li Wen,then he say,
Okie,nvm la,i buy 1 from you.
Then i say, yerr, you not fair,you bought 3 from Li Wen but only 1 from me.
Then he say,okie la okie la,give me 3.
Awwwwwww...
So sweet of you^^
Then next,another guy came in,also bought 1.
Anderson in the end also bought 1.
Then lastly another kind-hearted person name Bryan.
When he came him,sit down,then talk awhile,after asking his friends did they buy,
then he took out RM10 and ask me,RM10 can buy how many coupons?
Then i say 3,then he say okie,give me 3.
Wao,Anderson friend are so good..
Hahahaha...
Now left 7 more.
So hard to sell.
Gosh-.-

Today Miss Abigail not in,so Oliver Kee replace her class.
He gave us watch a movie, don't know what something Diamond.
So damn cruel and disgusting-.-

After that english lesson, went for Moral.
Boring-.-

Monday BLuessss

Follow Fonseka to college.
Cause Anderson fell sick.
Aww...poor baby.
Reach college,sit in Foyer.
Bamm!!!Out of nowhere,appear a so damn freaking leng zai lecturer.
OMGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!
So so so so so so damnnnnnnnnn leng zaiiiiiiiiiiii...

Went class for maths.
Maths change from NE-4-12 to NW-4-4.
Damn the class are so damn smelly.
Then after awhile,Miss.Muhinis say let's go to the park to study-.-
She still wanna add in and say not the car park,is the park at fourth floor-.-
Reach there so damn sunny.
In the end,went to SW-4-1 to discuss about our probability.
After done discussing and giving us homework.
Miss.Muhinis said lets go to the library now-.-
Wow.
Lawatan sambil belajar di Sunway University College-.-

After class,went for lunch with Xin Chieh.
For the first time on Monday,only the two of us.
So weird-.-

Reach home,have to re-type the maths topic.
Damn,waste my time.
Totally change topic.
After maths,have to prepare my slides for the business comm.
BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mun Kang send to me oo...So sweetXD

Every time I look at you
my heart skips a beat
I wonder if you know, my love,
that my heart is at your feet
I leave it there for you to do
whatever that you wish
You could take my heart,
and love me,
Or just leave me in this bliss.

Your love surrounds me like the air that I breathe.
Your kiss touches me as gentle as a breeze.
Your touch is as tender as that of a child.
Your hug is warm, meek, and mild.
Each day we grow older and its plain to see,
The love that you give me is all that I need.

Miracle-.-

Enjoy people.MARRIAGE D'AMOUR by Karena ^^

Reach home ate dinner.
Watching movie.
Suddenly thunder,raining heavily.
Damn.
Cant watch tv again-.-
Nothing to do.
Therefore play with my piano.
So damn freaking long never touch my piano.
Full with dust^^
So damn many mistakes-.-

Wahaha

Reach college at 7.18am.
Weather felt so cold.
Reach class sleep^^
After English class,went for Economic.
Teacher sick again,but she left us homework.
We have to do it on the spot and pass up on that day.
Such a cruel teacher-.-
After Economics,me and Xin Chieh went for White for lunch.
White are so damn full.
In the end,we tabao chicken rice go back to college-.-
Have discussion for the Mathematics assignment.
Boring.
After done discussing,me and Xin Chieh went to Pyramid for movie^^
The queue are so damn long.
While we are queiung,cam-whore with Xin Chieh..


Taking picture with our maskXD


Finally watch G.I Joe.
So damn freaking cool.
Haha.
Love it.

Love you

if it helps you figure me out,
i take you for who you are..
i'm sorry for whatever has happened,
but i will be there for you,
and i may not say the right thing all the time,
but i always mean it...
i want to be with you,
it's not the act that makes me want you...
it is you as a person,
the way you make me smile,
the way you make me laugh,
the way i feel when you lay next to me...
it's you... i can't ask for anything more...

I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.

I'm Sorry For Becoming a Bad Person.

I love you <3

Afraid

Guy:"So I told her I loved her."
Girl:"And what happened?"
Guy:"She said she's afraid to love me."
Girl:"Why would she say that?"
Guy:"She said she's afraid to lose me."

Finally

After maths class,discuss about the maths assignment with the group members.
Then after that,went for lunch with Michelle and Xin Chieh.
Went to Pyramid with Xin Chieh.
Gosh.
Finally i watch a movie.
Haha.
A weird,rubbish but funny movie.
Dance flick.
Sounds kinda cool.
But seriously is a rubbish+funny movieXD
Watch it.

boring day

Went to college at 8.30am.
Class start at 10.30am,same with Anderson.
So i get to sleep more longerXD
As usual,Anderson using the Federal again.
Damn-.-So damn freaking jam.
Reach college around 9.30am.
Went to library meet up with Xin Chieh,Siew Hoong.
Watching them playing mahjong online-.-
Boring.
Told Xin Chieh i got alot of movie havent watch.
I wanna go watch movie tomorrow(Thursday).
Then Xin Chieh told me got maths discussion.
Damn-.-Forgot about it.
Totally starting to emo.
Damn Damn Damn.
I really wanna watch movie.
Damn.
There are alot of nice movie coming out soon.
Damn.
I wanna watch G.I JOE, THE PROPOSAL, ON HIS MAJESTY SERVICE, GHOST OF GIRLFRIEND PAST, and now just came out I LOVE YOU,BETH COOPER and DANCE FLICK.
Arrrggghhhhhh...
Damn-it.
I wanna watch movieeeeeeeeee.................

SzeMin biggest fear...

• You are often loved because of your outgoing and fun personality, and you like to give hugs and flirt, but underneath of it all you are lacking heart.
  
• You find it hard to love others through all the walls you've built around your heart from being hurt so much throughout life, but you want to love, you desperately want that fun, romance that you see in others, but you don't know if you can have it in your current circumstances.
• You want stability, but at the same time you need change.
  
• You go from one extreme to another and often feel overwhelmed when you can't figure out something.
  
• You think about your life often and how you can improve your character.
  
• You find it hard to settle, but you really want to.
  
• You just feel like you need to find that balance, that heart that you've been missing for so long.
  
• You need to love through the pain, but it's so hard.
  
• But the walls need to crumble for you to truly be YOU..

Tuesday-Camwhore dayXD

Is Tuesday againXD
After English class,went for Moral.
Moral=Tuesday=Cam-whore DayXD




After Moral,went for lunch.
Plan to watch movie with Xin Chieh.
In the end,not going for the movie anymore.
So sad.
Then went to library discussion room to do our work.
Cam-whore again^^



3.00pm Xin Chieh have to go for his dance lessons,so left 4 of us only.
Then came Josephine joining us.
Myra is waiting for Eric ChanXD
Yukki went back to hostel to get some sleep.
Left Myra,Michelle,Josephine and me.
While waiting for Eric,and Myra emo-ing,me and Michelle keep on chatting with Josephine.
Till then only i found out a totally big damn secret.
Josephine born on the same date with me.
OMG!!
So freakyXD
2 FEBRUARY 1991.
OMG OMG OMG!!!!


Finally Eric came(ke qing ke qingXD)
Myra totally forgot about the emo thingy-.-
So fast-.-

Myra sexy legXD

The sweet couple^^(actually working-.-look like boss and secretary more than couple)

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Sunday

Damn-.-
Woke up early.
Bath,make up,get ready with the damn hair.
Went down for breakfast.
Supervisor call,told me today no work.
WTFFFFFFFF-.-
Keep on cursing him.
Damn damn damn.
Told me last minute.
Damn.
Whole day use for face-booking-.-
SHit.RM80 fly away.
Damn Damn Damn.
At night went to grandma house in Kelana Jaya for BBQ.
Celebrate Litte Joyce belated birthday and Little Adrian Birthday.
Having funXD
So long never saw my cousin sister.
Miss themXDLittle Adrian birthday cake

Little Joyce birthday cake

Went home at 11.24pm.
Reach home almost midnight.
Bath,wash face everything.
SLEEP^^

Monday

Monday again.
College again.
Today Anderson going back to college.
So he's coming to fetch me.
Dont have to get ready so earlyXD
Reach college,saw Fonseka alone sleeping.
Sit with her.
Darren came,saw Careen.
Play cards with them.
Then went to class.
After class,as usual,all of us went to Orange lunch again.
Myra and Michelle took alot of weird pictures-.-


Myra pretend to be shy shyXD

Yukki pull away Myra handXD

Myra enjoying lying on Michelle boobs-.-

Still wanna laugh-.-

My True Colours (ORANGE)

Values:

Freedom
Adventure
Variety

Joys:
Fun
Adventure
Performing

Strengths:
Independence
Flexible
Optimistic

Needs:
Freedom
Money
Recognition

Frustrations:
Being on time
Unnecessary Routine
Lack of Money

At work you are bored and restless with jobs that are routine and structured and satisfied in careers that allow you to have independence and freedom. You are a natural performer.

In love you seek a relationship with shared activites and interests. With your mate you like to explore new ways to energize the relationship. You need to be bold and thrive on physical contact. You enjoy giving extravagant gifts that bring obvious pleasure to your loved one.

In your childhood you have the most difficult time fitting into academic routine. You learned by doing and experiencing rather than by listening and reading. You needed physical involvement in the learning process and were motivated by your own natural competitive nature and sense of fun.

Tagged by Chong KianXD

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead^^

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Sleepy-.-

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Jia En-.-who else

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Not really

5.Will you ever donate blood?
Might be consider about it

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Eveyday-.-

8. What does your last text message say?
My message will never last-.-

9.What are u thinking right now?
What am i suppose to do??Dead damn boring

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
Yeah.

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
1 something in the morning

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Night Market

13.Is someone on your mind right now? .
Yeah

14.Who was the last person who text you?
Xin Chieh

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
- Xin Chieh
- Yun Ni
- Amelia
- Jian Nian
- Candace
- Jia En
- Max
- Stephanie
- Kawaii
- Kinji

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
Nobody.Like to stalk people onlyXD

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
Hahaha...maybe

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
Foundation in Arts. Account

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Yesterday night

20. Is no. 4 single?
Yeah.maybe

21.Say something about no. 2
Crazy cute girl^^

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
Hahaha..They will made a perfect crazy girls groupXD

23.Describe no. 9
Love taking picture^^

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
-.-They wont fight

25. Do you like 8?
Yeah..She's my lou gongXD

15 August 2009

No work for today.
So can call for a rest dayXD
Went to celebrate Huei Mien birthday.
Together with Han Hong,Jia En,Miew Mun and Min Yee.
Now let's picture do all the talkings^^



Cam-whoring with Jia En-no-frame-glasses(Shit-.-i look like an idiot)


Me and huei mien(bday girl)




Me and poh poh^^






My drink(the name is call happiness^^)







My piece of cake(the cake sunbathingXD)


Stealing Jia En grapesXD


Group picha...Love you guys muchie^^

Actually there are alot of pictures inn my phone.
But i cant upload all in my blog.
So just took some and uploaded here.
Tire but fun^^
Miss you guys^^

For you la..Dont jealousXD

Oh, very night,so long hours,
Steal me awhile from my own company

Let me sleep,
For when i sleep,
I dream that you are here,

You're mine,
And all my fears,
Are left behind,

I float on air,
The nightingale sings gentle lullabies,
So let me close my eyes

And sleep,
A chance to dream,
So i can see the face i long,
To touch,
To kiss,
But only dreams can bring me this

I'll hide beneath the clouds,
And whisper to the evening stars,
They tell me love is just a dream away,
I'll dream away

So let the moon,
Shine softly on the boy i long to see,
And maybe when he dreams,
He'll dreams of me.

I love you so much baby

Mun Kang recite it to me..Aww..How sweet.Haha.Thanks..

I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.

I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.

You say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
just you and me.

We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.

We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.

Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space...

Special gift

Nothing can describe, the way I feel for you
Your love is warm and precious
Your heart so pure and true

Heavens angels brought me
To knock upon your door
To give you all my love
To keep you wanting more

The special bond we share, will guide us on our way
To a perfect life were dreams come true

What more can I really say
We were brought together, never will we part

Your my special gift
Your my shining star
I'll love you unconditionally
With all my heart and soul
I'll never break your spirit
I'll always keep you whole

Eternal Gifts

I have opened my heart and let you complete me.
You see my most intimate..

Secrets,

Thoughts,

Dreams,

Fears,

Desires,

Fantasies.

I can never hold anything back.
To be anything but true to you,
Is only going to perjure myself.
To hurt you, is to hurt myself.

We are sharing a connection.
Embracing our lives together.
I give you complete trust, respect,
And my absolute devotion.

We are on a journey,
Never to turn back.
We have given our hearts,
An eternal gift.

Thursday

Went to college with unhappy feelings.
Reach college sit in the foyer with Fonseka,Miew Mun and Darren.
For the first time all four of us do our homework and didn't play cardsXD
Went for the Maths class.
After class went to discuss stuff.
After done discussing,went to library to look for Michelle.
Then went for lunch with Siew Hoong,Mei Sing,Darren and Xin Chieh.
After lunch,sat there chat for quite awhile,then we decided to leave.
Went for Business Comm.
Went home-.-
Boring-.-

Happy day^^

Woke up early in the morning,wondering why am i feeling so cold.
Look outside the window and its raining heavily.
Gosh.So cold,so comfortable.
Feel like staying in bed for whole day.
Reach Miew Mun house,still raining and very heavily.
Reach college at 7.44am.
Today the place where we sit were so damn freaking smelly-.-

Went for Econs.
The teacher call us to pass up the paper she told us to do.
I did not even do the essay questions-.-Shit
After Econs,went back with Fonseka.
Have lunch around my house area there.
Thought of buying Fonseka lunch,but in the end,all of us AA-.-
She order claypot yee mee,while i order claypot spicy pan mee.
Fonseka cough so she cant order ice-kacang^^I order "man tou xue" Yumm yumm^^ Damn,the weather are so damn freaking hot,this morning still raining so damn heavy.
We are sweating while we eating-.-
Damn,like we are in a spa.

At night,got a date with Jia En.
Jia En is going to buy me and my mommy dinner^^
Mommy went to her condo to fetch her.
When she enter the car,i realise that her voice abit out of tune.
Then she say she is sick-.-
H1 H1.hahaXD
Went to PizzaHut.
Order the Meal 4 with 2 regular pizza,4 bread sticks,4 soup and 1 jug of coke.
Then Jia En order Lasagna.
And a dessert.


This is the 1st pizza(Thailand seafood)


2nd pizza,too hungry,forgot to take pic^^(Hawaiian Tuna)


After done with the pizza,while waiting for the pizza and take away to arrive,
me and Jia En were busying doing our long long favourite activity..
CAM-WHORING..XD

Mommy showing the international hand signal-.-


Our beautiful dessert-.-(1 chocolate muffin,1 strawberry ice-cream,and 1 mango pudding) only for RM2^^


The beautiful pudding end up like this-.-So expensive-.-