So sad...

Karena just took the "What causes you to be depressed?" quiz and the result is Love.
You're sick because love. You hated being single, hated your boy/girlfriend, get rejected, break up or whatever. But, don't try to do suicide or something crazy like that. Because, your true love will come someday.

Hei guys,i'm ready to get marry and have my baby..Hahaha...
Karena just took the "What Age Will You Have Your First Baby ?" quiz and the result is 18+.
Quite Sensible Age, Not Many Years Of Free Time To Go Clubbing With Your Friends But Its Your Choice.

To my darling Kevin..**sigh...i guess you are right..I'm just not suitable to flirt-.-

Karena just took the "can you flirt?" quiz and the result is below average.
You are among the 'flirting challenged.' It's probably a good idea to brush up on your technique before trying your flirting skills in the real world.

Hehe

Haha...To all those BFF that so freaking close with me or know who i like to stalk in campus,now we already have the answers^^
Karena just took the "ARE U IN LOVE?" quiz and the result is not.
u r not in love that the only truth...
Aww..
So sad..
I'm not in love...
Hahaha...

Too Bored,so just took all these cute quiz^^

Karena just took the "Are you addicted to sex?" quiz and the result is Your definatly not addicted.
You don't think sex is a big part of a relationship. You are quite happy just to cuddle up to your partner and thats all.(Yeah,its kinda true)hahaha


Karena just took the "What kind of temper are you?!!?!?" quiz and the result is Calm.
You stay calm in situations, and know how to keep your cool. You are good to have in awkward situations and is a friend of many. You prefer to stand on the sidelines but you inject yourself when trouble strikes!

Karena just took the "what kind of girlfriend are you?" quiz and the result is 100% PERFECT.
you are a loving and caring person who trusts their boyfriend. keep up the good work!


Karena just took the "What can people tell from your eyes?" quiz and the result is Deep Depression.
You are depressed... plain and simple. People can see it whether or not you try to hide it. My advice don't bother it takes too much energy to put on a mask

I so damn love this quiz,cause my nickname is Vampire,and that was so totally true^^Hahaha...

Karena just took the "What should your nickname be?" quiz and the result is Vampire.
You are quiet,keep to yourself nice but not TOTALLY cheerful.Just like Edward or Belle.

so damn cool..haha

As usual no class on Monday,have to enjoy it,cause starting sem 2 there will be no more holiday for me..Stupid me, why i wanna go change my f**king time table-.-Oh well,what's done are done...Cant regret..Hahaha...

Just finish analyzing my data for the maths survey form,so damn many alphabet,make my eyesight starting to blur already-.-Done analyzing kinda bored,so i took a Discover Girls Reality Through Birth Date test...OMG..It was so damn freaking cool...So totally my personality...Hahaha...

Let you guys see what it says about me^^

Karena have Discover Girls Reality Through Birth Date!

You were born on 2 February 1991, Saturday.

POSITIVE : Very strict, intelligent, precise in everything and that makes her so special. Thrifty and always think for the future. Obedient wife. Cold in sexual but if you know how to manage her, she full of grace.

NEGATIVE : Full of jealousy, materialistic, not keen with children and likes to quarrel even in small matters.

Hahaha..so damn cool man..But there's thing that not quite right,i LOVE childrens...Hahaha..and materialistic,see who's the unlucky person la...Haahahahaha

Work again

Today Sunday,working day again..Suppose to be family day man...But too bad,no money=work..Today did not make up to work...Kinda lazy..Hahaha...So i just go there with my ghost face^^

Today break at 3pm,eat with Suet Ying,after finish eating both of us went over to Queen's Park for shopping^^ Haha..Went into Esprit,Suet Ying try on some clothes and a trousers,then she say the size are not suitable..So we went to MNG,me and Suet Ying try on some clothes,not nice..Then we went over back to Esprit,my turn to try on some clothes..Quite nice,so i decided to buy,but the stupid cashier is so damn freaking slow,and i'm kinda in a hurry so i just left that place without buying anything..OMG...so damn sad man...

Went back to work unhappily-.-Lazy to give out sample,so i just help SHINE give out their baloons..Hahaha...Those kids are so damn freaking cute.Nothing to write already cause i still have to use my brain to do my stupid assignments..Hahaha..

Work Work work

Today is Saturday,meaning i have to work again...Bored...Reach there around 11.50am,almost late,but thanks to my mommy good driving skills,so i'm not late..Hahaha...

Saw alot of anlene promoters there..1 group of anlene promoters are from Demo Power,another group of anlene promoters are from Chimera...Today whole Carrefour looks green...Hahaha...
Then i help Shine give out baloon cause i'm lazy to give out my sample...Hahaha..

Nothing much to write for today..Cause nothing interesting happen..So nite nite^^

MIss you.....................

OMFG...Actually i'm missing my computer only...Hahaha...Its been like so damn freaking long i never update my blog or my any other site...Wanna know why?Because my stupid line got problem-.-Make me stuck up in my room doing nothing...Alot of stuff happening in this few days,but i cant expect myself to write everything down..So i just write what happen today^^

Hmm..As usual today is Thursday,meaning class starting late so going to college late...Account again-.-but dont know why today i did pay abit attention but my chart of energy is like decreasing not increasing...Hahaha...When the class almost finishing,my energy level starting to increase again,cause later going to Pyramid with Miew Mun and meet up with Poh and then we can go SHOPPING^^haha...Its been so long since i last saw Poh le..Hahaha...

We enter alot of shops..Quite tiring actually...Haha...

No voice..SHIT-.-

Woke up this morning only realise that my voice are gone-.-Maybe cause i ate curry yesterday..Hahaha...Nevermind..I dont care^^

Another damn freaking boring day-.-Stuck at home=have to do housework...Shit part-.-Tonight have to go hospital again...Haiz...Another boring day...Hahaha...Nothing do,just feel like writing something^^

Lazy Working

Woke up at 9.30am this morning,suppose to be waking up at 8.30am,cause i thought of washing my hair earlier,so i dont have to use hair dryer..But woke up late=have to use bair dryer,that's the bad part+lazy part of it..Then feel sick,dont feel like going to work,so i called my supervisor,and she said i inform her very last minute,she cant find someone to replace me,and ask me try to work for half day,so that's mean i still have to work..

Reach working place that time,i'm already like a dead fish-.-No energy at all...No mood at all...Luckily got sample if not i'm seriously going to curse those people already...Hahaha...
work work work...So bored,then there's this guy calling me for a job..Roadshow man..Hahaha...happy,got new job,but salary abit low..Still thinking about it...Hahah...Should i stick with my job??Or the new job but low salary??HMM...Confuse confuse...

Today working place there is like so damn freaking cold,maybe is because that i'm sick??Went into the cold storage room is like more freaking cold...Cant stop trembling...WTF...So sad,have to stand there for 9 hours-.-No sick also become got sick already

Goodbye Mr.Fever,Hello Mr.Flu and Mr.Sore Throat

Yesterday slept for 1 hour 30 minutes-.-Shit man...So damn freaking tire-.-Then the fever went off,and now came the stupid sore throat and flu-.-So damn unlucky-.-

Went to college at 6.40am,damn,today dont know why late already..Oh well,i think girls are born with late attitude...Haha...Reach college as usual time...Wait for Miew Mun to reach college..Then went in to the Student Centre waste time,and waiting for HIM to appear^^While chatting,i suddenly saw HIM walking into the cafeteria,so i keep urge Miew Mun to keep her stuff away and lets go and bump into him..Haha...LAME...But he seriously at there,when we go in that time he was already paying for his food,i just stay calm and pretend i dint saw him,and then we walk pass him,i got thr urge to scream,haha...Then Miew Mun told me he look at me,i was like wth,maybe in he's mind thinking that i'm the girl who stalks on him-.-Haha...But seriously my friend,who interested with him,message him,and HE go tell our president,that a girl is stalking him-.-

Then went up to Miew Mun class,cause he's no longer there anymore..Reach seminar room,he's really there,standing outside there talking with his friend,so me and Miew Mun enter the class,then chat with Miew Mun friends,keep look at him,but i cant be too obvious,haha...Then Miew Mun say i'm stalking him...Haha,then almost 8.30am,almost start class,then Miew Mun say still dont want go back ah?Then i say oklo,i go back lo,then she say aiya,no need pretend la,i know you want to sit longer,okla,sit longer la..Haha..I seriously feel like sitting longer,but cant,my class also start at 8.30am,so have to go back to my class,then when i wanted to leave the class,suddenly there's this guy call me say Miss Miss,my friend want to know you,my friend is that one in pink,(pointing to that guy),then i just manage to answer why??because at that moment it was so damn funny+embarrassing,because i'm standing infront of the class and the whole class are looking at me and that guy including HIM-.-Then that guy ask me i don't want to know his friend mie?Then i think he wanted to go and pull his friend out,but i just run away,then i heard laughter in the class,awww...so sad that guy,i should say hello rite...So bad...

Then 10.30am saw ex in college-.-for the first time after every incident finally saw him,so unlucky-.-At 12.30pm went to a double date with Julian,Lydia,Xin Chieh and me to Pyramid..When we entering the cinema,damn,i saw my EX again-.-so so so damn freaking unlucky man,2 times in a day-.-But then we Watch Night at The Museum 2...So damn freaking funny...Keep laughing non-stop...After movie,went for lunch,then shop for awhile,then have to go back already..Mom coming to pick me up to Assunta Hospital to visit uncle...The patient beside my uncle already left so the bed was empty,so fun sitting on the bed,cause the air-cond there is so damn cold..Haha...Watch Initial D at there,then suddenly there's this new chinese male patient came in with a bandage on his right eye,so sad...Then the nurse talking to him and to his mom,although all of our eyes are facing to the TV but actually our ears are all trying to listening to what they are talkin..Haha..So busybody,but what to do,Malaysian man...HAHAHA

me so good^^haha

Today woke up at 8.30am,abit late cause start class at 12.30pm,but abit early also,cause i slept at 2.30am last night...Woke up early then go prepare the ingredients for my spaghetti,promise someone to cook spaghetti^^Done cooking,then go get myself ready to college...Daddy came back and keep rushing me-.-make my hp fell,argghh...so damn heart pain...Got a scratch... ouch -.-Anyway reach college,meet up with Xin Chieh...Then Lydia came,then 3 of us go to the library together meeting up with Julian..

Then 12.30pm account class started...Then here she goes again,telling us when will be our 2nd test,making me felt miserable-.-Hell,so damn freaking boring man...Cant even understand what she's trying to say,so while listening and copying bullshit,i ending up myself with a piece of artwork..Xin Chieh said i should take arts...Haha..Oh well,I guess i just HATE accounts...

New Life

Chat with Kit just now,then i cry...Seriously i really miss all the time whole bunch of us me,Lydia,Amelia,Myra,Yukki,Michelle,Chong Kian,Kit,Seng Hoe and Kevin hanging out together...Seriously why we cant be in a group like last time??I really appreciate our friendship,but why we have to end it in this way...Every guys in the group is like heading to the different directions from us..Although we can mix with new people,but seriously i still have to admit that,hanging out with the original group member is the best..Seriously love you guys very very very much...Hope one day all of us can sit together and just chill^^


Today saw double rainbow...If this rainbow can give me a wish,then i seriously wish that all of us can get back together like last time^^

Untitled

Oh well,cried for you again.All started because of a song,and i took every letter,cards you wrote to me.Oh well,i guess i'm those toUchy,emo people,and i started to cry within 1 minute,remembering all those memories.Don't know why,i had the feelings that this is the last time i will cry for you.Maybe now is the right moment for me to start my new chapter?

The ring that promise to give me happiness

The ring going into the rubbish bin

All those stuff that you bought for me,i'm not keeping it anymore

All those fake promises and happiness that you said...

Karena best friend^^

Thank you^^

Today woke up early,and saw this pimple on my nose for like don't know how many days already...So damn irritating-.-Have to wear the stupid FIA shirt again meaning have to bring jacket again...Hahah..Reach college around 7.20am..Reach class,got few person inside,and i saw them doing the maths homework,thought of doing it too,but then i cant find my paper,which the teacher said we have to pass up,i started to panic-.-Then Xin Chieh came,then give Jack tease...Most probably also about me-.-Then Xin Chieh accompany me go down to look for Miew Mun cause i want to pass the shirt back to her.Then we went up again,is like so damn freaking hot...We dint enter the class first,we hang outside the corridor there and chat for while,and suddenly Lydia message me,say i go "paktoh" dint bring her...Hahaha...She's so cute right??Haha...And then i keep on worrying about my maths paper that we have to pass up to teacher later,i'm so scare,then almost 8.20am,Xin Chieh went back to his class,and i went in to my class,and i told Lydia that i forgot to bring my paper,and she asked me want to go photostat or not,so we sprung in action and together with Myra..Went the lift reach GF,OMG!!!I SAW HIM....OMGGGGGGGG...SO SO SO DAMN FREAKING CUTEEEEEEEEEEE....haha...
Myra and Lydia asked me,eh,how come you dint scream..Haha..But at that moment,i'm still thinking about my maths paper,so i dont have time to scream...Cheh...Hahaha...Then run to the cafeteria there and that shop havent open yet,so we run to the library there,and the shop too havent open,then met Miew Mun outside the library,then she say she try ask her friend...So we run go back to our class...Then the teacher in class and she want to discuss bout that paper,she walk around,so i pretend that i'm looking for my paper in my file,so lame...Haha..But is a very popular act among the students when you dint bring your paper and you dont want to get scold about it^^So i look in bag and wtf...The paper is with my testpad...and thats not the worst part of it..The worst part of it is after discuss and the teacher say,okie you may keep the paper now,you dont have to pass up...I was like...OMFG...WTFFFF...-.-Then went to CT class,the teacher is like late for half and hour ++ and had a debate session..Haha...She is so cute,i even sms Andrew and i told him she i so damn freaking cute...Haha...Then had lunch with Julian,Myra,Andrew,Xin Chieh,Me then suddenly Amelia,Catherine and forgot-who-name appear,so we had lunch together...Then after lunch,went to the library,cause Julian and Xin Chieh got B&M exam,so we accompany them study..Haha..Sound so hardworking,but actually lying...Then suddenly a group of guys from the FIA January Intake students came into the library,and one of the guy ask me whether can i help him to answer some questions,quite funny those questions..Haha...But i did answer for him la,cause i'm GOOD.hahaha..Then finish class,thanks to Damson darling,cause he purposely came all the way from Klang to Sunway just to fetch me home..Awww...so sweet of you^^Haha...Thank you Damson^^

Sick

Today woke up in the morning feel dizzy again,cant sleep well last night,should say cant even really sleep for 1 hour-.-Sick still have to go to college..So sad...Early morning,drink a cup of milo and biscuit,then have to eat medicine...That's the boring part of it...I hate eating medicine-.-Whole day in college felt like sleeping cause of that stupid fever and the stupid medicine-.-Change new phone,during C&I keep on taking picture with the phone with Lydia,Michelle and Myra...C&I got presentation again,and i dont' even know my part,and i'm doing the first story out of 5 so i'm going to say first...Lucky i'm smart,i borrow from other group and copy,and add some own words,in the end,I'M DONE...hahaha...Finish class,is always the best thing that happen in my life...Haha...

February Baby^^

Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental Quiet,
shy and humble
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realizing dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside

真正爱你的男人

1.真正爱你的男人，一下子说不出真正爱你的理由，只知道自己顾不上注意别人。
2.真正爱你的男人，其实总惹你生气，你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。
3.真正爱你的男人，很少当面赞美你，可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。
4.真正爱你的男人，会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。
5.真正爱你的男人，只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪，当你触摸到他时，也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。
6.真正爱你的男人，会默默地记住你不经意说过的话，在某时某刻重复它们。
7.真正爱你的男人，不会轻易做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。
8.真正爱你的男人，总告诉你不要胡思乱想，因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。
9.真正爱你的男人，可能不像你一样清楚地记得某些纪念日，他觉得爱你是每时每刻的，并不是靠这几天简单的日子。
10.真正爱你的男人，不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”，因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻，为了不让你无端地误解他。
11.真正爱你的男人，总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了，他会觉得不珍贵。
12.真正爱你的男人，如果他去机场接你，不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，只是自然地提过你的行李，然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？
13.真正爱你的男人，当你发脾气时，只会不做声地听你把火发完，然后慢慢地说，你明天有课吗？早点睡吧。
14.真正爱你的男人，不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来，过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有？如果你质问他为何这么久才打来，他会理直气壮的说，你生气时我的解释一定没有用，等你的火消了，我的解释才有效果。
15.真正爱你的男人，总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次他做什么重大的决定，却总想先听听你的建议。
16.真正爱你的男人，不喜欢玩具小毛熊，却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。
17.真正爱你的男人，当和你发生争执时，总是控制不了地先妥协，先承认“我错了”，过后发来短信以“神经病”开头，以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚，这次是你有点无理取闹。
18.真正爱你的男人，很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，傻傻地等着你，却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系，他的心里送的是玫瑰。
19.真正爱你的男人，嘴巴都不甜，但是他的吻能传递他所有的热情。
20.真正爱你的男人，当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，其实心里很甜很甜。
21.真正爱你的男人，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为了不去想你，因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾。

Unlucky the me

Today woke up in the morning,felt dizzy,replying message,then fell asleep again,after 30 minutes,woke up again,started to feel dizzy again,headache-.-Maybe i am going to die...Haha...Another unlucky thing,my stupid handphone spoil-.-So sad...I cant live without my handphone...Oh gosh.....

another boring day

Today woke up at 10.30am,cause no work no class so i dont have to wake up so early...Had bread and a cup of milk for breakfast,then mommy called me go shower cause had to go to hospital again.So off i go get myself ready everything,then went out at 11.30am.

Reach hospital.Very bored.My uncle watching tv alone in his room,my aunt Lisa and my cousin went to church.So me and mommy alone with uncle in the room.Chat awhile,then Aunt Lisa came back.So off we go to the cafeteria to had our lunch.Then Aunt Lisa say i become prettier^^paiseh...Hahaha...Then went back to the room,uncle Dog came,dont ask why he call uncle dog,i also dont know...Then he say i become prettier and more thin compare to last time then say i dont look like mommy so fat anymore-.-Then mommy tease him back say he is fat too,more fat then last time,then he answer,i dont care if i am fat or not,at least now i got the is money..Haha...So funny...

Then my cousin came bringing his friends,Alex.Then we 3 go down to Starbucks.He bought me drinks.Quite funny guy.Cute.3 days in row i drink Starbucks coffee.I should promote Starbucks.Haha..Then mommy called.Wanna go shopping?Hell yeah,nothing is more important then shopping.Hahaha...But quite sad,cant chat with that guy.Haha...

Went to Sunway Pyramid with mommy and po po,abit bored to look at those familiar roads to Sunway Pyramid-.-More bored is i dint bought anything at all-.-So hak yan zhang...But i saw the ECX-Chris...Wow...So cool..But not handsome la,the eyes abit small...Hahaha...So bad the me^^

Bloody hell-.-

Stupid de...Today went to work at 12...Then set up booth prepare everything already,went in to the cold storage room to look for my yogurt sampling,but found none,only found sampling stock,so i called my supervisor and said no sample,and she call me to look properly and call her back,the cold storage is not as big as a bungalow-.-is just one round and is done,so i just open each box of the selling stock to check whether inside the yogurt have sticker with sample,there are 8 box,and i have to open every boxes,it is so damn freaking cold,my hand went numb,my lips keep on trembling...Finally done opening every boxes,i call my supervisor again,and she said she will call those sales person,and call me to wait for her to call back...Pass 1 hour 30 minutes my supervisor havent even call me yet-.-Finally she call me back after 2 hours later,and told me that i can go back home already...Thats mean i waste my time at there for so many hours and dont even get paid-.-Stupid...Have to keep the stupid freaking booth again...So damn heavy that thing,make my hand my shoulder even my legs hurt-.-

sooo saddddddd...

Today reach college at 7.ooam-.-wth,my mom scare got traffic jam so she say is better we leave the house earlier..Reach college that time everywhere is like dark dark...Thought of walking the stairs to go to class,but the stairs dont even have any lights,and i'm scare,so i took the lift...Reach 4th floor the cloridor or should say the whole floor is totally dark,and i'm alone,i thought i'm acting in ghost movie-.-I faster run back to the lift and go down to the student centre...I sit there and wait until my friends came only we go up to class together...

Then saw HIM outside the student centre...OMG...He was like sooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....My friend keep look at me say i'm crazy...Hahaha...But i can't help it...He's too cute...Then i purposely go to Miew Mun class,then wait him enter the class...Awwwwwwww...so cuteeeeeeeeeee....Haha...

At 12.00pm we finish class early cause got FIA celebration teacher's day...When i came out from the class,then i saw HIM again...OMG....soooooooo cuteeeeeeeeeeee....Then his friend ask us is it from FIA then say go to cafeteria for food...I just keep looking at him...OMG...sooooo cuteeee....Then my friends all at that say i sot already,say his not that cute only..But i dont care...He IS CUTE..hahaha...

Went down to the cafeteria with my gangs,then looking for HIM...Then Myra say she is not following us to watch the Teacher's Day performance,she said she is going for a movie with her "friend"..Lydia,Michelle and I,we together go disturb that guy..Hahaha...So funny...

Then went to MPH...Sit with Catherine,Joanne gang all...Rovina is sitting next to me,then suddenly she say omg,i very nervous,then i say why nervous,then her friend say cause she like the people will performing,then i ask who,then i say i like that 1 also performing,then she say the name,then i was like omg...We both like the same guy-.-So disappointed-.-Then she call me dont fight with her,then i was like har,wth...Haiz...So sad,then my "lou gong" come sit with me...The teacher's day performance seriously very very good..Seriously i'm actually having fun for the first time for this kind of school celebration..Oh well,i guess cause we are not in college..Haha...Those FIA January Intake guys performing dancing,omg...they were totally awesome...so damn cool...

Then finish the performance,they invite all the teachers on stage,then they were presents and cake for the teacher,all of us had chance to go on stage to wish their teachers...I go on stage with my friends,and i seriously hug the teachers...Haha..Then we had a big FIA family photo session...As usual,Mrs.Ruma cried again...So cute^^Then end the celebration,take picture with catherine,Joanne then HIM is calling us to get out from the hall...He is so so so damn cute...Then Rovina is like staring at him without blinking her eyes,then she told she had her number but she dont dare to message him,i was like wah,how come you got his number...And she just say,i got lu...Haha..So so so sad-.-

Haiz,then i go Leisure Mall yum cha with Nic and Keong...2 funny and cute guys...Haha..Then went back home,Mom ask me want to go to the hospital to visit my uncle or not,then i agree...Went there saw my grandma my cousins...Then took picture of my uncle wound...So so damn cool^^Then go back quite late...So tire now...Tomorrow have to work...Bored..But need money..Hahaha

hardworking me^^

Today class start abit so i can wake up late..But then my wonderful grandma thought i have class at 8.30am and she woke me up at 6am-.-WTH...but i'm pig also la,woke already,then asleep back...Hahaha...

Today in cafeteria i saw Fellest^^Do you know who??Dont know le...Haha...Nvm,he is soooooo cuteeeeeeeeeee....But i have to go stupid boring account class,cant watch they dance..wuwuwuw..so sad..In class that time,my friend message me then say (OMG...they dance so yeng) i was like so jealous-.-

Thought after class go look for them,but my friend told me they go already,so sad-.-Then finish class at 2.30pm,have to wait till 5.30pm cause my friend got exam...Hang out in the library with Miew Mun,then i done my english work...yeah hu^^

I so hardworking...Muhahahahaha

Meaningful message

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手,
好让别人有机会爱她,
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放手,
好让自己有机会爱别人,
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属於你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的,
人生中有许多种,
但别让自己成为一种伤害,
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有他,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱他,
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了,
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了,
如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言,
如果谎言是一种伤害,
我选择沉默...

Finally over^^haha

Today woke up at 5.30am...So early-.-Then done everything is like almost 6.30am,rush to Miew Mun house,reach there almost 6.40am already...scare me-.-Hahaha...

Today have to wear OL look,with high heels,cause got english presentation..So hard to walk in high heels,feel like falling down every time i walk-.-Reach school that time is like so difficult for me to walk so fast,and i keep call Miew Mun and Fonseka to wait for me...Haha...Then walk until the parking machine there,Miew Mun suddenly realise she left her hp in Fonseka and have to go back and get it,so i say i'll just wait you all at here...Then i sit,and there this guy sitting next to me,which i found that his friend kinda cute la..haha...Then i just keep hoping my friend wont come back so fast cause i want to look at his friend...Haha,but then my friends come back to fast already,no chance to see him,so we decided to leave...When i stand up from where i sitting,then i suddenly place my foot on the wrong steps-.-and figure it out what happen next-.-Its like so damn embarrase,that guy is looking...OMG OMG OMG...feel like jumping into a hole-.-

Then walk to the foyer and sit down there,then my friends keep on laughing-.-so bad...Then i saw the guy and his cute friend,then i just keep trying to hide my face,my friend then told me the guy laughing at you,i was like omggggggggg....

After that went to maths class,request my sweetie Myra to lend me her flip flops..Thank you my sweetie Myra^^Muackks...Then around 2.30 got a hug from my so call "lou gong" to give me some support before my presentation...Haha...Then Lydia saw,and start teasing 0.0

English class started,the first group going to present,sitting next to me is Kevin and Rhui Wei,i keep asking Kevin are you nervous and scare??And he keep say yeah,then finally our turn to present,Kevin and me is like ooommmgggg....Then after like dont know how long,finally our presentation is over already,and the teacher want to ask us question,and she suddenly say Karena,i was like wtf-.-why me..but luckily i manage to answer her question^^yeah...haha...Then back to our place that time,Kevin say me so damn fake cause say i'm nervous but when i present that time nothing also...Hahaha...But seriously for the first time i saw Kevin so nervouse,even the teacher also say so...Hmmm..Kevin gambateh^^

Boring...

Today early morning in C&I class keep falling asleep...Maybe i just get 3 hours of sleep last night...Haha...Tomorrow is our english presentation day...My group is the second group to present...I'm so damn freaking scare-.-I havent even done memorizing my part...
Just now around 8pm that time thought of memorizing it,but suddenly i fell asleep-.-Shit man...By the way have to offline already,have to go and memorize the thingy...Wish me luck guys,hope i wont stop halfway when i'm presenting...Hahahaha

Bought bag^^

Today purposely have to back to college to attend the 2 hours class at 2.30pm-.-Dad is not free,so have to send me early to school.Reach school around 12 something,feel like wth so early what am i suppose to do??Luckily on my way to the library i met Katherine,and she ask me want to go to Sunway Pyramid or not?And i did not even think to much and agree...

Waited for the shuttle bus for 15 minutes,while we waiting all those people keep smoke there..Me and Katherine almost going to die of lung cancer-.-Then shuttle bus arrive,and send us to Sunway,on our way to find Rovina,i found a bag shop,and i enter it,saw alot of bag...damn cute...Bought 1 bag for RM20...Quite cheap also...Hahaha...

Then had lunch in Gasoline,i dint eat,i juz drink,dont feel like eating just feel like shopping^^Then saw got a hot guy in Gasoline...Haha..Rovina is very funny...

Then by the time we finish eating and talking the time is almost running out,is already 2.10pm...Then 3 of us keep thinking want to skip the class or not..But i cant,cause i already skip the same class on Friday,so i have to attend that class...

We ask the guard when is the shuttle bus going to arrive and she say wait for 20 minutes more,we were like wth,so damn freaking long-.-Then saw 3 guys at there from our course too,then i go ask them are they going to the class,then how they back to college,and they say friend fetch ask us want to follow or not??We shy shy of cause dint accept the offer^^Then 3 of us took cab back to school,and we reach class before them,they were like so shock when they saw me standing outside of the class..They still ask me how we back...Hahaha...

Then Nic friend today fetch me back home...Funny guy...Took wrong turn:( So sad,next time i really have to stay awake and memorize how to go back to my house...Haha

Working day

Today have to work...Walking to the staff entrance that time keep wondering who is the guard in charge today...Keep hoping not that LC indian woman...But when i reach there that time,prove that my hope is not working,really that LC indian woman-.-But very funny today the LC indian woman dint give me any hard moment,and i'm wondering why...Haha...

Start work sharp at 12.30pm,although i'm suppose to be start at 12.00pm but nevermind,my supervisor wont come anyway...Haha...But while i'm working halfway suddenly my supervisor seriously appear infront of me..I was like wtf-.-today what happen??

Then talk with my supervisor for awhile,my ex friends at there accompany me,then took some picture as proof,then i'm free again...Fool around with my ex friends,Woon Han and David,two cute and funny guys...Haha..

While working that time,suddenly got these two old man,i dont know how old are them,but old man la...Haha..Then 1 of this guy suddenly stand real close to me,keep asking me stupid question...They ask me

1st guy:Wah,why need straw?(i'm promoting yogurt drinks,so have try with straw)
Me:Cause the yogurt drink came with straw..
2nd guy:Haha,so cute,dont want use straw cannot?
Me:Then you wan how?
2nd guy:Cannot use lick??
Me:(I was like wth-.-) Haha,sure..You can try the yogurt with your own ways..
1st guy:What flavour is this?
Me:Banana+pear
1st guy:Banana?How big is the banana?
Me:(i was like wtf,dude,you cross the line)I dont know...
2nd guy:So how old are you??Mind giving me your handphone number?
Me:(-.-)For what??
1st guy:Free come out chit-chat^^
Me:I dont like chit-chat-.-
2nd guy:Cannot mie??

At that moment,I dont even feel like talking to that stinky old man-.-i just serve other customer...Hahaha...Then at around 8 o'clocks that time,few promoters left alot sample,then all of us keep dividing everything,keep rushing,cause all of our parents coming already,and that time almost 9.15 already,then all of us run taking all those sample run here run there...Haha...Very fun^^

Stupid SzeMin-.-

Today so stupid...Almost start the replacement of CT class only i decided to skip that class-.-If i decided early then 12.30pm i already can go home-.-

At 3.oopm follow Miew Mun go back with FIA January Intake Account teacher Ms.Jennifer...The teacher face looks scary...Haha,but Miew Mun say she is good wor..But i dont know,cause i'm not her student...Haha...Stay in Miew Mun house for like 2 hours,we read magazine,gossiping,discussing about guys...Haha..Quite fun^^

At 6pm mommy came to pick me back,then we go Jusco Maluri to celebrate Mother's Day earlier cause i have to work on weekends..Had dinner in Secret Recipe...YUM YUM^^So nice^^
After dinner go walk in the supermarket,bought milk,biscuit,and other stuff...Then bought 2 shirts..Haha^^Not bad Not bad...

Stupid-.-

Today get our FIA t-shirts...Quite nice actually,but the size not same with what we order..wth...Have to wear baby-t...So shit-.-All also say the night before we wear the shirt we cant eat dinner,so tomorrow when we wear the shirt our tummy wont appear...Hahah...

Now is already 2.20 and i'm still stuck in college for the stupid CT replacement class...I'm suppose to be at home right now resting and enjoying my Friday...Stupid Stupid Stupid-.-Now i have to think how to go back from college...WTF!!!!!!

Tire like hell-.-

Today as usual need go college..Repeating everyday routine..Today got break at 10.30,then go break with Lydia,Myra and Amelia..Girls talk...Haha...Lydia damn moody that time..First time saw her cry...So sad...Haiz...Kit so bad,make her cry...But in the end they two still okie back already...Haha...Finally saw Lydia smile back...Today damn tire...Only get 3 hours sleep-.-Keep falling asleep in account class,cause the class is like damn damn boring..Today in account class i sit next to our FIA president...I keep on telling my friend,wah,i'm sitting next to the FIA president,seriously i also dont know what so funny-.-maybe i'm just too bored and feel like fooling around...Haha...Then i dint bring my account text book,so i ask a girl in mandarin to lend me her account book,then suddenly this president guy was like looking at me dint say anything and was like staring at me without blingking@@.. Then i ask him...

ME: What??

PRESIDENT: What language are you talking just now??

ME: Mandarin..why??

PRESIDENT: No la,i got abit shocked ni...

ME: Lol..Why shocked??

PRESIDENT: No la,i thought you are "banana"

I was like what the hell-.-Very funny that guy...haha...

Unlucky

Today purposely have to go back to school for 1 hour for the stupid exam...Some more have to wait until 6pm only can go home...So sad-.-

Weekends to tire le,so dint update my blog..But now update also same...haha..As usual,going to work on weekends,then for the first time i saw another supervisor of mine,and she came give me a card,meaning everytime i have to punch card when i came in or goin for lunch or going back...I was like shit man...Totally cannot "ponteng" already...Haha...That day as usual not enough sample...Just standing around my booth then fooling around with all those new promoters talking and joking around...Quite fun..Get to known alot of new friends...Different age and different genders...Some more gt Gary Cao Ge accompany all of us work(actually is his poster)...Haha...

You are fucking mean...

Why you wanna snatch away all the little feelings i have over you??
Why you still wanna stab my heart with your fucking cold-blooded hand???
Break le,why you still wanna say all those mean words??
Why you keep wanna hurt me deeply??
Why why why why why???

You are such a fucking mean person i ever known..

WTF

WTF...
I cried again...
Its been like so long since i cried thinking of you...
Its all the stupid song fault..
I seriously think that i'm ok..
I seriously think that i really letting go of you...
I seriously think that i'm happy without you...
But that song prove to me that i still miss you badly...
Looks like all this days i'm just forcing myself and put on a smiley mask on face to
show to all my friends that i'm ok...

Is it really hard to forget a person??Is it need a lifetime to forget someone??

I keep on thinking of you no matter where am i...I keep thinking of you every second,every minute and every hour..Seriously i miss you terribly...Yeah,i admit i'm such a failure..I make promises to all my friends and the most important i make promises to myself and i say i sure will forget about you in within a week...But i fail...Seriously i do still very very love you...